post thirty-one

This is me , skinny and short , yet blessed with the sincere people. I had been posting about people and not much about things because i appreciate feelings . Things does not have feelings and they could be discarded at the speed of life , so i'm trying so hard to get attached to things. I guess it is not that good to be too attached to human beings but at least they left me with memories while things that humans inverted spoiled in no time. And i wish i had a slogan to lived by , i believed in  "no pain and no gain " but i always failed to follow that . i just got to do what i preach , i hope i can achieve that one day , slowly as time goes by  .

post thirty.

this two people are the ones i cannot live without. 

They are the ones who brought me up and dressed me up , most importantly feeding me to stay alive until now. I am so glad i have them in my life. My dad left to overseas when i was only 2 years old , and he stayed alone here for 10 years , just so that we can eat and study . That was one of the reason i was not close to my dad but now it is getting better i guess. Then after , the lady beside me was the one who stayed close by my side and brought me up , molding and shaping me up to who i am today . I know i disappoint them so many times , but they never give up on me and loved me endlessly . I did not know how blessed i was years ago , making fuss and making them cry , doing things they did not like . They are my forever . I hope they will stay healthy and well for more years to come .

post twenty-nine

This two brothers are all i could ask for in 20 years of my life. They were my parents when my parents are away , they are my sisters when i go shopping with them . They will always get for me what i want and amend my ways . They always listen to my wants . And afterwards , they will get it for me . So sweet of them isnt it? I always longed for sisters but they are much better . I am truly blessed because i get beyond what i wanted. They were not only nice to the family but really welcoming to the guests, well , they always took care of my guests. The best part is that i can always approach them when i have problems with my studies , they are really good with studies , especially the eldest one and i am so grateful for that .

post twenty-eight.

Laughter is a good medicine.

I am always grateful for this clique of mine who i am close with for the past 5 years. They always took up space in my heart even though we do not meet as often as we used to . They are my laughing medicine , they always cheered me up when i am down and upset with my personal life. They were always there to make me laugh like nobody else. I can be who i am when i am with them . We always looked out for each other too and i hope we still do in the future. They are the best people i came cross in my 20years, i hope we will stay strong till the end till we grow old . It is really sad we do not get to meet often to catch up with each other life but you know , i will always be here for you guys . I love you girls . We had our flaws and we looked pass what we are weak in but being there for each other.

post twenty-seven.

She deserve the best teacher award. It was her birthday when the picture was taken. She was my form teacher for 3 years and i can tell you she was the best. She taught us and helped us if we had problems. She was always there for education aids and also personal problems. Furthermore she did not scold us often but treated us like her own little children and im so grateful for that . It had been a while since i left the school but she always remain to me as the best teacher . When i wanted to learn english , she even made time for me on weekends so that she could help me . I can tell you she was more than a teacher . She was like a sister when i asked for relationship advices. She always supported us in whatever we do . She scared us before we take out o levels and still encouraged us even though we did not do well. She is the best.

post twenty-six.

I like boxes , they look neat and tidy as the shape is fixed . I can never get enough of those . Boxes make my study place neater . I will be just so happy to go daiso and get all the cute little boxes on display , they are so adorable and you cannot resist them . I have this tiny weird feelings toward boxes . One day i went to daiso to get some art supplies because everything at the shop was 2dollars! I guess everyone can afford it . So , the main thing i was searching for was chinese ink and this cute little box was attracting itself to me and i could not resist so i bought it and i was so happy for the whole day. Girls just love shopping isnt it?

post twenty-five.

This post is for my brother who believed that my english was awesome that i could catch all the lyrics on a song that i liked . That was the time when "bad day- Daniel powter" was popular and i really liked his song and i listened to it everyday and sing along too . My brother had a part time job and he was not always home . I was schooling too and that must be the reason why . The only time we can actually sit down talk is on sunday whereby we go church together . On that day i was singing aloud the song by Daniel and my brother was amazed by it . He asked if i actually know the lyrics then i was in a daze and just said "uh" and when i think of it now , i was just blurring out words those sound similar and i did not know the lyrics . Sorry , brother  i am still working on my english.